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Hello Universe
I sit, lay down then return to sitting position with a new outlook in the realm of 9 to 5, Monday through Friday. For the past year I have been applying & interviewing when available for promotions. There was one interview which was a lateral move. I quickly deleted all lateral move transfers because it wasn't for advancement but for an office change. So understand, that I was chosen for a new position which is a promotion equaling more money. Now it isn't an extravagant amount but more money indeed which is still awesome.
So during my down time (weekends) I still get to create & upload on YouTube and knit new projects which is very important. Oh yes, no overtime, which is fine which allows me to be human and not overworked. What comes to mind about change is change within myself that is very important because I am not getting any younger. Budgeting has come to mind, thoughtfulness in not fully ignoring my twenty year old who has not respect for adults. The sad thing is I raised her as best as I could and taught her manners. However, in the processing of her teenage years, she chose to become an independent follower of others. I know, I know... It sounds ridiculous, but she fails to realize, I am not happy with her behavior and until she understands, my doors are closed. Her requests are sounding more like Wah,Wah, WAH. I guess she hears the same from me, but I am tired of her excuses and lack of consideration. Do I dare admit, that I, Bella Jae, enjoyed my 7 nights of peace without her. Oh me, Oh my, what is one to do? I sometimes forget that I have a child, but then that comes with the territory of annoyance from your own offspring.
Goals that I have set for myself especially for the new job is cooking three - four times a week as to avoid wasting money. Instead I will be saving money so that I can truly save for a rainy day. Being that I am doing videos for my YouTube channel and I am a Makeup Artist in the making [spare time]. I've got five official models that have been seen & photographed. All by fluke when you think about it because originally, my normal model who wanted me to go with her, decided she wasn't attending. I would say good for her that she left the doors open for me. The event in question required you to have an open mind and you must be comfortable with your body as well. I never met nor heard of this event in question until that day. The venue www.NYCArtsCypher.com. The NYCArtsCypher is on Facebook as well. Plus there is an upcoming Holiday Party December 28-yippy. Photographer in question that I remember is https://www.facebook.com/rhphotopro ~_~ everyone, I mean all the photographers were amazing. Anyway, I must go. Time to finish editing my second video. Toodles everyone. Happy Holidays!
So during my down time (weekends) I still get to create & upload on YouTube and knit new projects which is very important. Oh yes, no overtime, which is fine which allows me to be human and not overworked. What comes to mind about change is change within myself that is very important because I am not getting any younger. Budgeting has come to mind, thoughtfulness in not fully ignoring my twenty year old who has not respect for adults. The sad thing is I raised her as best as I could and taught her manners. However, in the processing of her teenage years, she chose to become an independent follower of others. I know, I know... It sounds ridiculous, but she fails to realize, I am not happy with her behavior and until she understands, my doors are closed. Her requests are sounding more like Wah,Wah, WAH. I guess she hears the same from me, but I am tired of her excuses and lack of consideration. Do I dare admit, that I, Bella Jae, enjoyed my 7 nights of peace without her. Oh me, Oh my, what is one to do? I sometimes forget that I have a child, but then that comes with the territory of annoyance from your own offspring.
Goals that I have set for myself especially for the new job is cooking three - four times a week as to avoid wasting money. Instead I will be saving money so that I can truly save for a rainy day. Being that I am doing videos for my YouTube channel and I am a Makeup Artist in the making [spare time]. I've got five official models that have been seen & photographed. All by fluke when you think about it because originally, my normal model who wanted me to go with her, decided she wasn't attending. I would say good for her that she left the doors open for me. The event in question required you to have an open mind and you must be comfortable with your body as well. I never met nor heard of this event in question until that day. The venue www.NYCArtsCypher.com. The NYCArtsCypher is on Facebook as well. Plus there is an upcoming Holiday Party December 28-yippy. Photographer in question that I remember is https://www.facebook.com/rhphotopro ~_~ everyone, I mean all the photographers were amazing. Anyway, I must go. Time to finish editing my second video. Toodles everyone. Happy Holidays!
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
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