Monday, December 25, 2017

What's wrong now?

Happy Holidays Everyone!

My world - what I've been going through is hard to explain.  Just like Christmas Eve, I chose to buy some salmon & shrimp and even a box mix for Red Lobster biscuits to make in my own kitchen.  Guess what?  I have no taste nor any desire for what I created.  Fish & shrimps seasoned using McCormick pack seasonings in Baja Citrus. For what?, as good as I know it came out, I have no taste for it. 

Look the time is 6:08 am and I had a ring ding and no taste, my bottle water taste like salted water and my coffee not so delicious and I purchased Folgers Black Silk Coffee which is simply yum.  Yet I have no taste buds or desire.  OMG what is happening to me.  Crazy thing is that I need to get back to my head doctor and get back on Lexapro.  I am feeling this anxiety attack occur and it is horrible.  My point of view or what I was doing changes and what is happening is indescribable. 

I am alone in this.  But I feel the need to look into a specialist because you can't tell me I'm nuts... Imagine doing something you enjoy and a feeling of uneasiness, nervousness and pain in your chest that changes everything within a minute lasting up to 5 minutes.  OMG, I'm going to end up locked away.

I hope & pray that I can find out what is wrong soon and the options for treatment if any.


HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Sunday, August 20, 2017

Hi everyone.  I know it has been quite some time since I posted a blog.  Today I attempted a live feed in regards to McCall's pattern M9251 which are pajama bottoms [Short & Long].  Let's just say I lost 3 subscribers and according to Tubebuddy, my video was very poor.  So, I deleted the video.  

I am wondering whether or not I needed to tubebuddy to tell me this...  Or the fact that 4 years now and I have yet to meet my 1K.  Oh yeah, I am super duper amazing.  I believe it is time to really think what do I want to truly do.  Is youtube part of my world rather can I incorporate it in my everyday life?  I have no clue what's so ever.  

I must really think about this.