Is it worth it?

Good day everyone.  Technically it's morning as I write this post and I feel the tears in my eyes again.  "Is it worth it"  the question plagues the mind when living in NYCHA establishments.  I didn't have a problem in the beginning but this is already 11 yrs and my neighbors woke me this morning with their arguing but mainly it was their blasting of the radio.  Let me explain, My bedroom and bathroom lines their kitchen and dining room.  So I hear it all.  Needless to say I walked out my apartment into the hallway to knock on their door.  It took more than five minutes to get their attention and they never opened the door but she started yelling more at him "You See, You See" next thing I know they were at it again. I went back to my apartment and began fixing my morning coffee and PBJ sandwich.  Oh yeah, and I gave the cat her daily food and water. 

So now I am sitting here doing what any normal YouTube & Blogger does when their sleep is interrupted; I am reviewing my tutorial video that requires editing and writing this blog.  Yeah I had to pause the video so that I can bring forth my mornings torment.  Peace of mind is essential and I swear I have been questioning my money saving on rents as opposed to the sacrifice of moving into a better living environment.  Hmm.  That is a great question however, I have to remain here until the end of 2016.  That is because I have been borrowing funds from my pension and I've decided not to do so anymore. That will free up approximately 90 bucks biweekly.  ttyl

laying around deep in thought

There comes a time in everyone's life where growing up and maturity goes hand in hand.   Yep,  no matter how much you try to avoid it,  something will spark that fire and there is no other choice.  I see that at my new place of employment coming into my third month there,  I feel a sense of depletion.   Yes,  I am one who thrives on challenges and learning new things. I love my municipal job;  however the new site is questionable.  Now I realized they have yet to go with the times and it seems they're stuck in the old ways which leave very little to be learnt.   So for now,  I maintain a journal, blank face prints to create out of this world mosaic faces with makeup.   I also read and peruse through magazines for ideas.  So far the ideas are coming.   Now it's a matter of recreating the looks I've put to paper. Thank you all for being patient because a change is coming within my personal realm and I soon will be vlogging & blogging about it all.   Stay tuned everyone.