My Sewing Journey

Good morning everyone. It’s Monday 3/12/18 & it’s 8:31 am.  I was thinking and wondering if there is in fact a “30 day Quilting Challenge” and guess what? There isn’t.  How sweet, lol.  See Brian G. Johnson challenged everyone to upload one video daily for 30 days to show and prove that consistency will equal channel & subscriber growth.  So as I think of all the scraps and crumbs of material I’ve gained ~ how can I make this work to help me use my stash and creat something amazing or as Roberto Blake would say create awesome.

Okay so I blogging because I watched a video recommended by Creat and Go in regards to there earnings; as I watch I’m listening and then by the time I get to work I’m brainstorming and a 30 day Challenge to revolve around sewing.  So I am going to challenge myself and others.  Now to either plan a day/time or just do it.  Hmm 🤔 the life of a content creator.



Have an awesome day 😉

What's wrong now?

Happy Holidays Everyone!

My world - what I've been going through is hard to explain.  Just like Christmas Eve, I chose to buy some salmon & shrimp and even a box mix for Red Lobster biscuits to make in my own kitchen.  Guess what?  I have no taste nor any desire for what I created.  Fish & shrimps seasoned using McCormick pack seasonings in Baja Citrus. For what?, as good as I know it came out, I have no taste for it. 

Look the time is 6:08 am and I had a ring ding and no taste, my bottle water taste like salted water and my coffee not so delicious and I purchased Folgers Black Silk Coffee which is simply yum.  Yet I have no taste buds or desire.  OMG what is happening to me.  Crazy thing is that I need to get back to my head doctor and get back on Lexapro.  I am feeling this anxiety attack occur and it is horrible.  My point of view or what I was doing changes and what is happening is indescribable. 

I am alone in this.  But I feel the need to look into a specialist because you can't tell me I'm nuts... Imagine doing something you enjoy and a feeling of uneasiness, nervousness and pain in your chest that changes everything within a minute lasting up to 5 minutes.  OMG, I'm going to end up locked away.

I hope & pray that I can find out what is wrong soon and the options for treatment if any.


HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Hi everyone.  I know it has been quite some time since I posted a blog.  Today I attempted a live feed in regards to McCall's pattern M9251 which are pajama bottoms [Short & Long].  Let's just say I lost 3 subscribers and according to Tubebuddy, my video was very poor.  So, I deleted the video.  

I am wondering whether or not I needed to tubebuddy to tell me this...  Or the fact that 4 years now and I have yet to meet my 1K.  Oh yeah, I am super duper amazing.  I believe it is time to really think what do I want to truly do.  Is youtube part of my world rather can I incorporate it in my everyday life?  I have no clue what's so ever.  

I must really think about this.  

My sunrise in the urban jungle.  Considering that right now, I wish I had a patio [screened-in of course] to sit outside in and sip my coffee, eat my toasted bagel with butter and watch the sky light up signifying the start of a new day.  Does that even make sense, it does to me.

New things, new paths and all that good crap you don't stepping your foot in because you know taking the steps need for change is a big thing and a great thing too.  So let me explain this crap I just stated.  LOL, Shall we...

On 8/1/16, I started at a new location and home which I have nicknamed the Ancient Burial Grounds on the account the building was built and established in the 1800's which means they possibly have Typhoid Mary's records of her spreading Typhoid Fever, LOL.  The fact that in error, I was informed the my sight tested positive for Asbestos coming out of the air vents in this particular room says enough.  Neither her nor there, but wait, does the fact that the old seating caused the back of my thighs to itch so badly I wanted to draw blood day anything at all?  All this because I decided to look like a lady and wear a skirt. Not once but twice.  Now that I know how to sew the basics and a little more, maybe it is time to sew some chair covers.

Next big thing is that not only was I contemplating to return to back to Flagship Headquarters so that I maybe assigned some other place, emailed my union rep with some valuable information that would justify my feelings as to why I'd go back home; on Friday 9/23/16, I decided to restore my list number to the Conductor exam which I took in February of 2011.  Yes, I did. infact, I scored a 96 on the exam and although to start it would be a cut in salary, the benefits would be tremendous. I remembered something my former boyfriend told me:  You will hate the job but love the income. I will take approximately 3 yrs to return back to my current salary amongst everything else I see.  regardless, the advancements in the is agency are great indeed.

So there you go... My life so far.  See you later Lovelies.

Unboxing of my Bonita VoxBox

Disclaimer:  These products are complimentary for review/testing purposes.

Here is my Bonita VoxBox form Influenster:

Look at the goodies I received for testing:

Dickinson's Enhanced Witch Hazel - Hydrating

Madam C.J. Walker Beauty Culture:
-Wonderful Pre-Wash Protein Treatment
-Wonderful Deep Conditioning Masque

Fiber One Brownies in Chocolate Fudge Brownie

Sinful Colors Limited Time Porcelain Matte nail color in 1716 We're all Matte Here

Revlon lip samples:
-Ultra HD Matte lipcolor in HD Obession
-Super Lustrous lipstick in Blushing Mauve

I can't wait to test & review all while having fun in the process.

Wasteful Purchases

Hi everyone!

It has been a while since I have blogged about anything BUT right now what comes to mind is wastefulness.  Yes, i said it right, Wastefulness!  The art of wasting money trying to save a buck but end up spending more in the long run,  LOL, I have to laugh it off because I knew better.  I was raised by a step-mother who valued quality as opposed to quantity.  So to further explain this, it is better to save your money so that what you want which is of quality can purchased instead of deviating to save a buck..
Now don't get me wrong, sometimes you can find something of comparable quality in another brand for half of the price BUT in my instance, I should've waited.  Now I shall be spending more money.  My head hangs low in shame.  Take for instance my laptop, it is great indeed, but I need a Mac-pro laptop with i Movie installed so that I may step-up my A game so-to-speak; now I wind up spending more, much more.  Oh yes, my hand camcorder, I should have saved up for my Panasonic handy-cam as I wanted BUT nooo.  I had to waste my money on a camera that I have no clue how to use.  SMH, or I should have just purchased another Sony handy cam which honestly works great and I am able to use too,
Now, I must regain my composure and discipline myself for what I want.  I am at a point in my life where I have no time to waste, especially with what I want and what I am trying to attain.

Keep me in your happy thoughts please.

I am scared of the real me.

Yes, I said it.  I am scared of the real me.  It's like the misfits of the universe not accepting who they really are.  Like the smarties pretending to dumb,

the Goths pretending to be in the light.  

Well I am the not suppose to be 316 lbs.  I actually like being 280 but then again I'm 19.  FDA or the Doctor's state that I am suppose to weigh anywhere between 135 - 155.  REALLY?

Okay how about this, I want to be even more healthier than ever.  I didn't say I wanted to be thin, BUT I want to be a better me that others can really relate too.  See, once you suffer a major injury things change.  Your body, the foundation of who you are changes.  The inner spirit is changed and it is such a challenge to accept that.  Well for me it has been a greater challenge than normal since gaining this freaking extra 11 lbs.  [I lower my head in shame]

But fear not my lovelies, I am undertaking my personal change. Yes, thank you to Instagram and all the lovelies on there who eat super healthy and share recipes/tips/tricks for all of us.  I want to show & share a true transformation of me.  So yes, my MooTime will continue along the with all other videos on my very eclectic channel content.