I am scared of the real me.

Yes, I said it.  I am scared of the real me.  It's like the misfits of the universe not accepting who they really are.  Like the smarties pretending to dumb,

the Goths pretending to be in the light.  

Well I am the not suppose to be 316 lbs.  I actually like being 280 but then again I'm 19.  FDA or the Doctor's state that I am suppose to weigh anywhere between 135 - 155.  REALLY?

Okay how about this, I want to be even more healthier than ever.  I didn't say I wanted to be thin, BUT I want to be a better me that others can really relate too.  See, once you suffer a major injury things change.  Your body, the foundation of who you are changes.  The inner spirit is changed and it is such a challenge to accept that.  Well for me it has been a greater challenge than normal since gaining this freaking extra 11 lbs.  [I lower my head in shame]

But fear not my lovelies, I am undertaking my personal change. Yes, thank you to Instagram and all the lovelies on there who eat super healthy and share recipes/tips/tricks for all of us.  I want to show & share a true transformation of me.  So yes, my MooTime will continue along the with all other videos on my very eclectic channel content.